By Hook Or By Crook

I have to put things in order as early as now. Just like how I organize events, activities and affairs for other people. Funny, most of them of who knows how I seriously take my job can’t believe I screw in organizing my own life. What an irony.

I’m scared, shitless! I’ve to bear it though, I’m all by myself. I can’t expect anything from anyone.. masakit, mahirap ma-disappoint. I can only be certain of myself.

I can do this. I will get by.. I know I will.